Post Fire

Everything with the rebuilding is coming along, and we're both looking forward so as not to feel shitty.  Looking back hurts.  Thinking about all the family heirlooms, material shit we liked, and our little kitties hurts too much.

Despite my best efforts, I'm occasionally run over by memories of our old home and everything we held dear....and it's painful.  Fortunately, I'm able to put it out of my head relatively quickly, but still...It's still fresh, and as painful as it ever was.